After you left me
and told me that you never loved me
or liked me
i felt like my life was just destroyed right there
i gave up my nice ways
and became bad
now i smoke
now i do drugs
now?
am not even the same person as you liked before
i used to skateboard
but i gave that up for a chance love
cause i thought we were ment for each other
but now?
you didn't even love me
or liked me
that just hurts
that just pain
so everytime i smoke
it feels like my pain just goes away
everytime i do drugs
i feels like my pain just left me
so i can't stop
i can't let go...
cause there to much pain with in me
and i got to lose it all away...