Please let me go

Sad, lost and angry
Forever alone
A life full of hatred
A life full of lies

I no longer know me
No longer I care
I feel so exposed
So naked and bare

Despair’s taken over
Hope never came
Everyday I wake up
Feeling the same

The pills didn't work
Counselling's no good
I tried to keep trying
For as long as I could

Every night before bed
I reach for the knife
The blood trickles down
Carrying the pain from my life

The relief is immense
For the short while it lasts
I wish I could die
Pain free and fast

If only I could end it
Banish the pain
My life is so worthless
There’s nothing to gain

I written a note
A reason why
So leave me alone
And please let me die

**please i know this isn't great but i would really love to hear your views**