Bad dream (god made me relize)

I'm on the table
while hes operating
but i didn't want to live
so my body wasn't coroperating
there i went into shock
my body on trial
of the what ifs and the what nots

Flat line
my life's a blur
i think i see heaven
but I'm not really sure
i see this girl she looks only seven damn to young to be in heaven

Beep Beep Beep
I'm back
damn i felt like i had a heart attack
i grab my chest
and there i was on lock
because of all the little things in life i forgot

so i guess you always knew what was best but i tried to hard to test so you took me back in time to see myself before my own two eyes so i could realize that life's a gift before i shift to the life of crime