NEaR a VeIn...

I sit on the bathroom floor
close the door
sneak out the blade
my pain will not fade
I cut deep into my wrists
I feel like I wont be missed
crying now I scream out in pain.
I cant stop, I'm cutting near a vein.
blood is flowing,
my bones are now showing
I've kept inside all the tears
throughout the years
I'm feeling so alone,
to my parents this is unknown.
the blood keeps coming,
my body is numbing
choking on my own blood
i'm cutting near a vein....
so much pain......
sorry mom sorry dad.
but you just couldnt see all the pain i had.
life hasn't been worth it,
it is all to much shit
I cant seem to bare.
It's like no one would ever care,
I'm sorry, my pain I have to relieve.