God is just a fraud
A nothing to me
I screamed for his help
But he didn't come
I prayed for him to
Take my pain away
But still it remains
I asked him
To put me out of my misery
Nothing happened
Life went on
And I pretended
Nothing was wrong
I tried to be strong
But was falling faster than ever before
I was falling further out of sight
No one could save me now
And they all somehow knew
I would soon be dead
Though I already was inside
I couldn’t hide
My suicide thoughts any longer
They just got stronger
And I got weaker
Now it’s my time to say goodbye
Not it’s my time to end my life
And my strife
I promise
You won’t ever see me again
