Anti-Happy

I ran out of tissue
I had to use my sleeve
To wipe away my tears of grief

I wanted you to know
That I've been going through hell
This life that you said was fun, isn't going to swell

Yesterday I sat alone on a bench
Looking like an idiot
No one cared
But everyone stared

Its like people see me
But somehow they see inside
They can see mt darkest secrets that I want to die

*my feelings are a little confusing, but please vote and comment..and if I get your name I'll be sure to check out urs!*