I dont want to say goodbye

I will put on a smile
And try hard not to cry
Though inside it’s killing me cause
I don’t want to say goodbye.
I just want to hold you
Close to my heart
And not feel the feelings of having to part.
I just want to love you,
And for you to love me
But only in my dreams will this come to be
For soon you will be leaving, gone and out of sight
While I’m left here fighting to be alright
It’s sad but true
All good things must come to an end cause
I’m losing you as a lover and I’m losing you as a friend.
But all my feelings must be put aside
Cause they won’t matter anymore
I’ll just be left with them memories
That seep straight down to my core.
When its time for you to leave me
And finally say goodbye
I hope that when you said you would keep in touch
That wasn’t just a lie.
I hope that you think of me
And smile at that thought,
Cause ill be thinking of you
And all the happiness you brought.
If it’s meant to be, I know it will happen
So I will just patiently wait
For your love that I’m lacking.
I will keep you in my heart, that’s where you’ll stay
And in my dreams and thoughts every night and day