I am trapped
i have no way out
i need to decide
but i don't want my mom to cry
there's too much pain inside
and sadness in my heart
I've lost the hope
I've lost my life
I've lost everything
may i say that I'm alive?
i really don't know...
but if i am...
I RATHER DIE!!!
I need to find the answer
so i can fix this s.h.i.t.
ghosts are haunting me
it gotta be quick
CZ i can't keep like this
i am too weak
the knife will win
and pain I'll feel
deep inside...
my body and mind...
I look so quiet
so calm
but you don't know
how mad i am
I'm burning inside
and my flesh cries
i made these eyes
and they're gonna see me
for the rest of my life
but for how long
I'm going to be alive?
I really don't know...
i can't tell...
I JUST WANT HAPPINESS!
Confused...
there's no way out
I'm gonna loose
i will fall down
the death is here
the time is now
