Lost Love

What is this feeling that i feel?
This feeling is so strong,
and it is almost too real.
Like nothing will go wrong.

I have never felt like this before,
please, just tell me what it is.
Because everyday it aches a little more.
I need to know God, What is this?

Is it a crush? Or is it more?
I really do not know.
It has washed my heart upon the shore,
as far as it may go.

My heart cannot swim any longer,
In this deap, painful ocean.
It is failing to become stronger,
and is losing its devotion.

My heart cries out every day,
cries out to you to be saved.
Everyday my heart does pray,
Pray to be one day, un-enslaved.

Un-enslaved from all of this leaking,
and from all of this pain.
Un-enslaved from the heartbreaking,
and drowning in this shame.

When and if you finally dive in,
make sure you dive in deep.
For you will see my heart within,
which is faintly falling to sleep.

I cry for you to hurry,
because I am about to die down.
Everything is getting blurry,
and there is almost no pound.

But then you reach to save me,
and i can once again blink.
I realize that i can see,
and the ocean begins to shrink.

So you did not decide to quit,
but decided to give me a chance.
I swear you will not regret it,
because our love will forever enhance.