Unwanted Emotions

I don't want to love you
I need to forget
The love I felt for you
The way it was when we met

I don't want to be jealous
Of what you have and what I need
Don't want to ruin a friendship
Forgive me I plead

I don't want to hate you
Want to keep you near
Don't want to chase you away
Loneliness I fear

I don't want to forgive you
For what you did to me
You shattered my whole world
Thought we were meant to be

Don't want to be angry
Want to work this out
We need to stop the fights
There's no need to shout

I only need you
And I'm sorry this has to be
Don't want you to see
This horrible side of me

Just want you to love me
Want you to hold me close
I wish things could change
And you'd want me the most