Why?

Why did you leave me
why didnt you stay
why did you play me like that
why was i nothing but a toy
why did you say you love me when you didnt mean it
why did you bring so much pain into my life knowing how i felt about you
why did i fall in love with your word
maybe because there were nothing but perfect lies
why should i be missing you
why cant i just stop thinking of you
why cant you think of me
why you leave me on our anniversary!?
why am i still asking myself these questions