F*#k you
Why do I love you
I wish I didn't feel this way
My friend told you everything
About how I was going to end my life
I didn't want you to know you're the only reason I'm alive
I don't want to put pressure on you
I don't want you to stay with me if you don't love me
Because I don't want a lie
So many reason for me to end my life
And only one to stay
She betrayed my trust
I don't care if you already had assumed
The fact is she broke my trust
Why do you always take my friends side
Sometimes I wonder if you really care
Do you really love me the way you say you do
You tell me you wish there was something you could do to stop the pain
Yet you still cause more
Blood stains my wrist
Tears fill my eyes
There's nothing you can do
I just make another disguise
You cut me real deep tonight
Don't try to talk to me
Don't try to call
I don't want to talk to you
You see I don't care if I hurt you
Cause you hurt me
You made me bleed
Death sounds so sweet tonight
as rain pours down outside
I take a razor
I hold it to my wrist
I dig deeper until I am finally satisfied
Although I will never truly be staitisfied
Not until my death
Oh what a lovely word
What a lovely thought
Blood now stains my pillow
There's so much
It's everywhere
and funny enough I'm NOT scared
Not one little bit
Not at all
I'm happy, could this be my time
Could I leave this all behind
I guess I should say goodbyes
and Hope it's true
Yes baby, I truely love you
But my time has come
and my end is near
Goodbye my family
I love you so
Goodbye my friends
Thank you for everything, thanks for sticking by my side
Goodbye my boy
I loved you more than life
So here I go
This is the end
