Another fight happened tonight
Afterwards You tried to call
Tried to say you're sorry
But I didn't want to talk
I turned my mobile off
and conviniently mum was on the phone
Yeah, You're right I don't want to talk to you
Not now anyway
I don't care if you feel like sh*t
Because I know I feel a hundred times worse
I'm trying to figure out why you took her side
Why she told you things she promised not to
Why has my friend started cutting herself
And I know someone is lying
I don't want to get out of bed today
I'm too weak to face the world
In fact I don't want to get out of bed ever again
At least here I can't screw up my life much more
I won't cause anymore pain
and I won't hurt you
But knowing you I'll be able to somehow
Cuts mark my skin
My arms covered in blood
I'm going to have to hide them somehow
I'll wear a jumper
Hope it's not hot
This is what you've done to me
Look at what I'm not..
