The voices up there

I can't seem to rid this feeling
With all these voices in my head
I tried so hard to hide it
But yet they still want me dead

They whisper in the night
Some sinister secrets i hear
I always attempted to smile
But they can sense my fear

What do they want from me
I have done nothing at all
Their eyes never move of me
Like they're waiting for the fall

They say that I'm a failure
Just another lonely heart
I try to block out the screams
But all they do is laugh

Knifes and pills tempt me
To do something bold
They say i should make a stand
Step up and feel the cold

My head feels like its spinning
The voices just won't go
I try even harder to forget them
But my insecurities and faults i show

They say i don't need friends
Well maybe they are right
Suddenly they disappear
Just faded voices in the night

I know they are just hiding
And soon they'll reappear
But for now I'll enjoy the silence
From the shallow voices up there