Thinking of you

Sat here thinking what you're doing now
why you like me, more to the point how
i don't understand why i said no
should have said yes, should have gave it a go
i guess it doesn't feel right
maybe it's been to soon
got to give time to heal my last wound
wanting to call you, just to see if you're alright
i was thinking about you, all last night
i think it's still to soon
but i don't know if you'll wait
i can't rush myself
I'm not ready to date
i need to ring you but i can't seem to pick up the phone
and the one time i did i got the engaged tone
i miss you so much I'm just so confused
this is the best thing I've had, and that I'm going to lose