Its like I'm not living my life,
I'm just looking in.
Watching me make mistakes,
Watching others win.
In a crowd of people,
Yet i feel so alone.
Watching me make bad choices,
I would never want to own.
Drowning in depression,
Trying to swim out.
But the current takes me farther out,
I'm watching me drown,
screaming for help.
but no one see me,
no one hears me,
no one notices me.
I'm just a pebble in a sea full of rocks.
I'm watching me hurt myself in Ways you'll never know,
Now I'm watching myself,
