Can't help myself

I'm not supposed to want you
I'm not supposed to care
and yet I spend my time dreaming
of all that we share

I'm not supposed to think about you
or wonder where you are
but no matter how I fight it
thoughts of you sneak in

I'm not supposed to ponder
where you are each night
but you creep into my vision
when the stars shine bright

I'm not supposed yearn so
always wishing you were here
but I hunger for your kisses
and I long to draw you near

I'm not supposed to imagine
where you are or what you do
I know i shouldn't cater
to a single thought of you

I'm not supposed to need you
I know these things I do
and yet I can't help myself
because I fell in love with you