It Hurts

Without you I'm empty.
I can't be happy.
I always feel pain.
I always want to kill myself.

You're with someone else.
And it hurts so bad.
I can't help not thinking about you.
I can't help not dreaming about us together.

It always hurts looking at you.
Because I can't say " I love you."
I can't say that I need you close.
I can't say that I care about you.

Loving you is painful.
Because I can't express it to anyone.
I can only tell my friend and keep it inside.
You know how I feel and I'm glad you do.

I see you everywhere I am.
Because I imagine you there.
Always holding me close.
I mostly dream about you.

I see you.
But only for a short time.
And it's not the same.
As spending more than a half hour with you.

I can't help being hurt.
Because I love you so much.
I don't want to picture you with her.
Because it will hurt like hell.

It hurts so bad.