Is it Love ?

I don't know what's going on with me.I'm so confused, so stressed. I can't concontrate. What the heck is wrong with me? Somebody please, help me.I'm about 2 do something tragic, something stupid.But I can't
seem 2 get the courage 2 do it.I wish someone was here 2 help me. But there is someone here. He's been here all along. Through all my pain he's been here 2 help me out.He is th one who understands. He's the only one who does.He's the only one who cares if i live or die. And now, i know why.He's in lovewith me. I can see it in his eyes.This can't be happening 2 us. I'm starting 2 feel love for him 2. What am I going 2 do? This is why i need some help.But he's lost in his own world. And me i'm stuck inbetween, is it love or friendship?