I want to tell you
What I feel
I want to think
This isn't real
I'm sorry that
I wasn't there
That you thought
I didn't care
I'm sorry you
Felt so alone
I'm sorry that
No one was home
I'm sorry but
I can't ignore
The hurt I feel
To the core
The tears that fall
Every night
The way I hide
From your sight
The scream I hold
Deep inside
The tears that I
Need to cry
The way I feel
Ripped apart
The shredded pieces
Of my heart
I don't know
What hurts most
Losing my friend
Or you so close
Seeing you
Every day
Turn my face and
Look away
Faking smiles
For people around
Pretending I can't
Hear the sound
Of my heart breaking
My temper waking
My fury rising
I must stop lieing
I am NOT ok
I have more i need to say
I hate you now
You pulled me down
And just stood there watching
As I
