I was just
Being Nice
Now I must
Pay the price
I didn't mean
To break your heart
Please I'll cry
If you start
You'll never know
That I cared
That i wished
To be there
That day you said
Your final goodbye
It was hard to say NO
While I cried.
My mom heard
Me short of breath
Didn't know you were
Close to death
Told me to get
Off the phone
But I couldn't
You were alone
I cursed at her
I'm sorry mom
But I was scared
He was like a time bomb
We called the school
To help you out
And I'm not allowed
To speak to you now
But I pray for you
Every night
Please God let him
Be all right
That one night
Was hell for me
You will probably
Never see
But that night
When you said
You would be better off
If i were dead
I shattered then
And I'm not better
The counsler wants to help
But I can't let her
I need to work it out
On my own
I'm sorry I need to be
ALONE
