I sit here not knowing what to do, Not where to stand or what to say.
The things I've done and said to you I can't explain,
I'm sorry I hurt you It's something i must live with everyday.
I know nothing I say will take that pain away i caused you
I know how it feels, I know it hurts, Cos Ive been there before,
I never ever intended to hurt you the way that i did,
I can't say i didn't know what i was doing, I don't know what i was thinking or trying to prove.
We had a special love but i threw it all away for someone else over you
I regret what I've done every second the day.
They say you don't know what you've lost till it's gone,
I know I've lost you and i had more chances then i deserved to make up my mind, now it's too late.
If i could change the past believe me i would in a heartbeat.
I would take away all the pain, If only i could.
You mean a lot to me although I know I don't always show it, nor tell you.
I don't deserve your friendship, your understanding or the support you have given me for the way I've treated you.
I know you don't believe me when i say that I love you but i do and always will till the day i die.
As the saying goes....... It's better to have loved then lost, then to never have love at all
