Why do I have so many memories about you? I don't want to think about you.
I look back on all of the things that we have done in the past, and it hurts me so bad.
Some memories I really don't like. All I want to do when I think about you is just cry, or cut my wrists.
How could you put me through all of this pain? One memorie that I can really remember is when you had told me that you had loved me for the first time.