The same thing happen to me I mean I knew I loved him but I never really realized how much I needed him by my side untill now that he left and our love is now lost somewhere out there.Great poem I could really indentify with u and your poem.Love hurts alot.But life keeps going and like they say if a person is really for u he or she will come back.

the first time is something i won't ever forget. you can' t unring a bell can you? i stole that line from bob dylan ienjoyed the poem keep on puting your blood on paper
be careful the first cut is the deepest God Bless you and take care