Just a little while until the end.
This time I am not going to let my heart bend.
I'm finally going through with this now.
I know many are going to ask questions like why? and how?
I'm finally setting myself and all of my feelings free.
I know after this you'll ask how you didn't see.
All of the signs were there.
But I think the problem was you really didn't care.
Here I go, theres no turning back.
I place my finger on the trigger and get ready to slowly pull it back.
Why isn't somebody here trying to stop me?
Couldn't they see that I was so unhappy?
I begin to shake with fear as the seconds go.
I now know nobody cares, and if they do they won't let it show.
I still can't believe this is what I've become.
This may be viewed as un-needed by some.
But I can't go on with this painful life anymore.
I raise the gun to my head after locking the door.
And with my last breath I painfully cry out your name.
I really hope you know I love you.
Because I'll never speak again.
