I'm glad your not here to see me cry.
I'm glad your not here to ask me why.
I'm doing this so I can let you go.
They question: Don't you want your life?
My reply- a simple no.
I don't know how to get over this hurdle in my life.
I don't know how to get past all of the pain and the strife.
When I am without you, I sit here alone and I think.
Most times that is why I choose to drink.
Drinking only numbs the pain for a short time.
I need something permanent, all I want is to be fine.
Death must be my only way out.
I've tried everything else, and my heart is still filled with doubt.
Please tell me you love me, and save me from my grave.
Even if you don't mean it, just say it, its my life you will save.
