The razor blade has cut my veins
Now my blood is pouring like rain
This might sound insane but the cuts in my veins sooth my pain.
They numb what i feel.
I hold still , and watch as some part of my life is going down the drain.
Then I just sit there and breath deeply.
Try to forget about how bad you treat me .
I hold my tears . Then think about the future , of better years.
I hid e how hurt and mad you make me.
I pray that this life will take me .
I try to be strong as steel.
To me physical pain isn't much . The pain and scars will just be there for a while. As time passes they fade away.
However, the spiritual pain stays, it doesn't go away down a drain.
As time goes by and you search down you're heart you'll always find the wounds and scars that tore you apart.
Fro every scar or wound in my heart there is a name , time and place. These things have build up to hate .
Honestly I rather no have hate.
I rather have blood running down a drain.
Let people think that I am insane for cutting my veins , then to have you living in my heart tearing me apart.
