Self Harm

I havent ate all day
I’m slipping into my old way.
snapped a rubber band on my arm,
its my own way of self harm
I’m all closed in
and even though you see the tears falling from my chin.
you choose to ignore, you choose not to care.
my life, god is choosing not to spare.
so tomorrow when you see me in the hall,
give my name a call.
don’t let me walk alone,
look into my tired eyes and see my skins faded yellow tone.
Maybe you could help,
cuz I don’t eat, I’m about to cut.
I’m slipping fast,
self harm will always last.

Hayley ©