He holds me tight
Whispers that he loves me
He says that he wants me in his life
Together, that’s what he wants us to be
He fills my ears with love words
Flowers , gifts , and teddy bears
Great Memorials
Things that showed that he cares
He always held me when I cried
Chased away all my nightmares
But why don’t these things,
Feel Good ? Feel right ?
Why cant I see him ?
In the image of the perfect knight ?
Why didn't I look forward to his visits
Love to see him in my sight ?
He was never the heroine ,
Of my dreams at night .
He always bought me gifts ,
But never remembered to get me one on my birthday
Its true that he sent me poems . But they weren’t his,
He never suppressed his feelings in his own way
He always told me that I looked beautiful ,
Without even looking at me , seeing how did I look that day
He always asked me how was I ?
But never really listened if I had something miserable to say
I sit awake at night
Trying to sort everything out
Deal with my feelings
Answer my unsolved doubts
I decide to end everything
Break up , Set myself free
Fly away from this locked cage
Live happily and truly be me
When I announced it to him
He didn’t have anything to say
He looked at me for one last time
And then simply walked away
I haven’t seen that face
Since that sunny summer day
Today I am different
With someone new
Am I happy ?
You wouldn’t ask if you only knew
That this guy is perfect
I fell in love with him without having a clue
He always strokes my hair
Listens to my mad bumping heart
He always plans me birthday parties
Always signaling that day on his calendar with a big red mark
His unique love poems fill me with joy
Fills my every part .
He tells me that I am beautiful
But always looks in my eyes while saying that remark
That other day
I ran into my old boyfriend
He had a chick under his arm
Obviously his new girlfriend
I feel very sorry for that girl
Wanted to tell her that he was a lie
His words were just words
Not at all , the perfect guy
But I don’t say that
I simply greet them with a Hi
And leave them
With a cold bitter Bye
I pitied her even more
When I heard him calling her beautiful
Because while that ..
He was looking at another girls !!
Oh how bad ! Oh how shameful !!
