oh wow. i am a lil youger than you but i have experienced quite the same. i am in love w/ my best friend who fell in love and dated a friend of mine & when they broke up he contemplated suicide but u just have to be there. its they who have to realize there feelings. my friend, Chris said he loved me/liked me but cant be w/ someone he will hurt and he is right. sometimes the best thing you can do is just b a friend. God bless you sweetheart. thanks for the comments.

Thank-you:) Your poems are really amazing