You never noticed.

You never noticed,
When my world caved in.
You never realized,
When I shattered from within.
You never even cared,
That I was burning alive.
You never even cared,
That I could barely survive.

Why didn't you say anything,
When tears came to my eyes?
Why didn't you help me,
When I discovered all the lies.
Why couldn't you do something,
To help me through.
Why do you give me a reason,
To blame it all on you?

How does my pain,
Give you relief.
How does your happiness,
Create my grief.
How does your laughter,
Bring darkness to my day.
How does my life,
Always go your way.

If I would just let go,
And not even care.
If I could just keep moving,
And not have a lingering stare.
If I could get someone to realize,
That now I am just a shell.
If I could just get someone,
To realize that my life is really a hell.

I pour all my emotions,
Into pointless rhymes.
That jingle in my head,
Like silver chimes.
You are just a stranger,
That sees me through my letters.
And for me,
I couldn't find anyone better.
Because there is a certain someone,
That haunts me in my dreams.
Who's darkness shines in my eyes,
Like black beams.
He has made me a shadow,
Of the light that was taken away.
And I continue to feel the pain,
even today.
So I will never stop writing my pointless rhymes.
Because they keep me sane,
for all of time.