I Love You Better Like This

You look so pretty in the bathroom, in the tub, with your skin like white
This time you made me smile at this very night
Your eyes are so charcoal like my soul
So I take a picture to reminisce this moment in my hearty coal
Love we shared that night became so red
And laughing and staring, as if I was she watching her dead
I dragged a chair to the bathroom to watch her again
I dropped and knelt before her and repeated the words amen amen amen
I gently held her hand, bowed down and my vision slowly to fade
And slowly uncurled my smile with my tears shattered and prayed
I stood up and started to smile with my head bowed down
And saw the beasts and demons dancing in the shadows around
And slowly left the room with blood stains on the walls
I left the body with cuts and bruises with bloody foot prints which led to halls
I found my doorway and left the house
And in mind is that, I killed a 21 year old girl that who was my spouse