Terribly Wrong

I don't belong here,
I'm not like any of you,
I don't understand these feelings,
I don't have a clue.

Why don't i fit in,
With that big crowd,
Always laughing,
With thier friends so loud.

I'm always left out,
When it comes down to friends,
I say it's all fine though,
But that's all pretend.

I show myself a strong person,
That's what you see,
But the real me,
Is deep inside trying to break free.

No one has a clue,
Exactly how i feel,
But even if they did,
To them it wouldn't be real.

I'm not different,
At least I don't think,
But my insecurity,
Has me on the brink.

I can't let go,
But i can't hold strong,
Seems like my life,
Has gone terribly wrong.