Lost And Broken Letter..Folded One Last Time

It Was Only The Other Day
That Little Girl Said Goodbye
And She Left A Note For You
To be Delivered When She Died

I Couldn't Help But Open It
And Take A Little Peek
I Suppose I Wondered All The Time
Why Her Life Was So Bleak

It Started "My Dearest Love"
I Miss You More Each Day
For All This I Cant Bare
Now That You've Gone Away

But It Wasn't Very Short
In Fact It Was Quite Long
You'll Have To Understand Only
If You Continue Reading On

All My Sunshines Gone
And The Rain Continues To Pour
I Spend All Day Looking Outside
Hoping To See You At That Door

My Wishes Started Fading
Along With My Memory Of You
Then Ambitions And Hope
Quickly Followed By My Pr-ares Too

I Never Dreamed Through Life
That Id Fall In Love So Deep
Yet They Were Taken So Quickly
And I Wanted Them To Keep

I Wondered For So Long
Why You Went Away
For All This Time I Hated You
When You Weren't Here Everyday

But All The People I Loved
Kept Me From Loving You
Everyone Has Their Reasons
For Doing What They Do

But For All The Time Of Banishing
They Banished Me From Life
They Pushed All My Love And Hope
And Left Me With All But A Knife

But I Will Not Blame Them
This Hate Doesn't Lay In My Heart
For All Gods Beautiful Moments
Are Always By Someone Torn Apart

And Everyday Kept Passing
More Lonely Than The One Before
Each Kept A Glimpse Of Hope So True
For A Life I Wanted So Much More

I Even Sent The Lord My Tears
Hoping Id Get You In Return
I Even Asked The Devil For You
But He Continued To Only Burn

I Kept Swimming Through The Rain
As It Turned Into A Flood
I Kept Patching Up My Broken Heart
As It Poured More Blood

But The Band-aids Ran Out
There Isn't Enough In This World
But More Than Anything I Realize
Nothing Can Save This Broken Girl

The One Cure I Know Off
Is Banished From My Very Sight
I Tried To Tell Them How It Would Save Me
But I So Badly Lost That Fight

I Tried To Speak My Voice
Of Our Love That Beckons Its Call
But To No Luck I Could Convince
You Were My wings To My Fall

So Many Times I Tried To Forget
All The Bad And All The Good
Yet My Heart Continued Loving
Doing Everything It Could

I Always Had So Many Last Words
All The Things You Needed To Hear
I Wanted To Make It All Worth It
So You Wouldn't Regret Every Tear

I Wanted You To Always Know
That I Always Held You Tight
That When The Darkest Days Came
You Helped Me To The Light

I Wanted You Too Hear
A One Last I Love You
Even Though Sadly Now
Its Something Ill Never Do

I Wanted You Too See
All You Brought To This World
How You Made A Real Person
From A Lost Little Girl

But This Final Letter
Is The Last You'll Ever See
The Last Of The Memories
Of That Past You And Me

But For These Words Will Echo
A Secret No-one Can Ever Know
I Always Loved You With It All
Even Though I Couldn't Let It Show

I Still Thought About You
Everyday And Every Night
Even If People Would Lie
And Said I Was Alright

So As This Letter Ends
For The Truth You'll Find
From The Day You Entered
You Never Left My Mind

And That Was How The Letter Went
As I Read With A Tear In My Eye
For All That Girl Ever Really Wanted
Could Only Be Delivered By A Guy

And As I Folded The Letter
For The Mailbox Today
Posting That Letter Of Mine
Before I Went Away...

This Is The First Poem Iv Posted Up In A Few Weeks..I Was Taking A Break..Couldn't Write..So This Is Built Up..Comment Or Whatever..Iv Missed Posting..Enjoy..Love Hailey/BehindASmile