Over and over again I see myself as something more.
I pray to my sickness that it be no more. There is Blind staking agony which haunts my inner desire.
To have the things I love most.
To love them the way I’m supposed to.
Letting myself down from the inner mind really turns my faith.
I wish to know why I have made all these mistakes.
Why have I wronged the one I love so much?
Why has my mind chosen to turn away and not listen?
This is my prayer of sickness to the things I wish to know. I hope in the future my questions are answered and we would be together forever.
Amen
