What you've done....

This is my first free verse so bare with me cuz its not that good.

There is so much I have to say
But there is so little time
To tell you all I need you to hear
I wanna tell you all the times you've made me feel
Worthless and unloved, hated and despised
I want to take the time to tell you
How many times you've made me cry
Sitting in my room letting the knife glide across my skin....

There are so many things I want to say
About the scars on my arm and the ones on my heart
How they'll never disappear and will always remain
To haunt me and torment me
You don't know real pain...but I do because of you
All the blood I've spilled and how little I have left
I'm better off alone, I cant stand this pain
You always put down on me

There are so many things I have to say
About the ocean of tears I've cried
Each tear a symbol of my pain
Each tear a symbol of my suffering
Now you know why I turn to the blade
To end my pain...to end the memories
Of the times you've hurt me
To end the memories of each tear shed

You've beaten me to the ground
Took my life away and killed my soul
You left me empty and alone....
No one can help me...I'm too far gone
And its all because of you
All because of you, I'm too long gone
Theres so much to tell, But my time is through