I love you and Goodbye

I can't believe that I'm saying this,
but i have no choice,
I'm crying so hard,
I start to lose my voice.

I start to tremble
and i start to shake.
When I finally get to sleep,
I never want to wake.

As I lie in bed I think of you, I think of how I always thought that you would be the one to say, "Yea It's Through" But it was me who said it to you.

My eyes start to burn and all i can do is twist and turn. Thoughts keep running through my head, and I keep thinking about what you said.

Why did i do this to you?
Why did i do this to me?
But I guess you'll never know...
You'll never be able to see.

I finally fall into a deep sleep and in the morning my eyes are bright red and my mom just looked at me, I can't even remember what she said.

Through-out the day I wish I would just be able to say goodbye and that I could just lay down and fall"asleep" but in reality, I would really die.

Maybe i should stop thinking about you, but how can I? Because I was the one that ended something so special with someone like you.

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