Everything seems to be getting worse
My whole lifes falling apart
and they don't know how much it hurts
It's only one person who seems to care
and he's hardly ever there
I have seemed to distance myself
Afraid to get to close
Then you won't be able to hurt me
He now seems to want to listen to everyones problems but mine
I know he 'loves' me but sometimes I wonder if he really cares
I wonder if he would care if I was gone
Would he cry if I took my life
Would he try and stop my suicide?
Sometimes I wish he would notice the cuts on my wrists and arms
Other times I'm glad he hasn't
They're ugly
They show you how much I hate myself
How much I want to die
I can never cry
Tears just never seem to leave my eyes
The pain is kept within
Only let out through blood
I hardly ever eat
You'll be lucky for one meal a day
You wonder how I can live this way
Well I can
and I am
