Angry love song

My soul so twisted and cold
My eyes so black and deep
My happiness was sold
And all the lies were cheap

Hair is tangled brush's my cheek
Tears streaming down faster than light
My face is red i feel like a freak
Too afraid too look in the mirror at this sad sight

Screaming in the dark
You don't even hear a sound
Why don't you just rip out my heart
And smash it into the ground

Leaving me there bleeding
Leaving me there happy
No more of my screaming
No more feeling crappy

But this would never happen in my wildest dreams
How can it when you cant even see me
You say I'm the reason you scream
But theres something beyond that no one See's

So i will pick up my knife
And slice carefully down my wrist
Happily taking my life
No i wont close my fist

I want my blood to cover my floor
I want you to see what you caused
I want you to know i cried for days and then some more
And because of you my life was paused

So tonight happily i will die
Knowing all of my pain is gone
Not a single person will cry
Welcome to my angry love song