Shorter Days

In a world that is so dark and cold
I find that it sucks to be alone
The one thing in life that everyone desires
I will never have again

Someone to hold you at night
A companion by your side
The warm kisses from the one you love
A tender touch upon your buttocks

These are the things that a person dreams of
But what about fights and arguments
What about pain and heartbreak
These are the things that I have experienced

I always had someone I could run too
Someone that knew how I felt
I always had support
No matter how far I fell.

I no longer have that now
For my gramma is now gone and I live in hell
The days of my life are falling short
Before I leave this cold world behind
There are just a few more things I must do

My final arrangements are being made
My will can be found in a brown Kinko’s bag
The final decree for my remains is there as well
For as you can tell
My days are almost over

I cannot say exactly when
This lonely life of mine will finally end
I have a few more items to clear up
Then heaven bound I’ll become.

Some say my way is not the answer
I say this pain has lasted forever
I love you all
Don’t get me wrong
But I can’t do this anymore
I am no longer that strong

My walls of defense have been knocked down
I couldn’t stop the wrecking ball this time when it came through town
My eyes were opened, my heart left to bleed
That is when I realized that I no longer want to breathe.

My days are now numbered
Short as can be….
Please do me one favor
Don’t cry for me.