I am sorry about your loss too. It is hard to lose those who are very close to you...sometimes we feel that a huge part of us has also passed away...but remember, there is another world that awaits for us, and that is with the Lord. Keep praying for Your grandma, I am so very sure that she is safe..and is looking down at you... Like Stormy stated, "Kee writing..it's good for the soul." God Bless. Libby