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by Alli Dec 18, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Nothing seems right, nothing goes the way its suppose to. No one seems to care enough to listen. Everything thing is falling apart. Everything was just held so loose. Everyone thinks its all OK. She smiles so fake, and you can see the dullness in her eyes. All the things that make her happy are just filled with lies. She tries so hard in life, so hard it makes her sick. But all the while shes striving for better, just to make it all feel worth it. She tries to find meaning in others, but they just turn away. They act like her friend to get what they want, all the while her smile fades. Her whole life falls apart when she finds out he\'s leaving. Her whole family in ruins, and he isn\'t even thinking. She only wants to die, everything feels so numb to her these days. The love that she thought was there, seems to have just been faded away. The thought of a better tomorrow, brings little hope back in her. Some how it will get better, theres gotta be a cure.