Everything is spinning
the colors are all bleeding together
the time i spent with him
will be with me forever
i can't erase what i did
and i can't tell you how i feel
because i feel like i have to hide my heart
behind a shield
i hate what i did
i hate how i feel
now i just want to go and cry
your not the one for me
but i don't know if he is either
in my mind he is
but it's his mind i can't read
i feel sick to my stomach
i feel really gross
i can't hide my feelings
but i can't tell it how it goes
i really love him
and i know it shows
every little touch
every little hit
every time i see them together though
i feel sick
i feel like i need to puke
all my guts
and spill my heart
until it hits the floor
i don't know if i can take this pressure any more
i can't stay doing this i can't tell you straight up
but i don't think i love you
and that's a fact
