I feel as if I've let you down again
I didn't pay much attention to you
Ever since she made us fight
I feel as if we've grown apart
I feel so distant so alone
I turn to you for comfort
and I feel as if you needed me
but I was too wrapped up in my own little world
I haven't eaten for days
and I feel so sick
I wasn't focused on the one I truely love
I've let you down so many times
and here I go once again
I'm scared to lose you
I love you more than I love my life
You keep me sane
Throw away my knife
You are my knife
My eternal happiness
Without you I'd be a faded memory
I'd be nothing
I'd be even more lost
Feel even more alone
I'm sorry for tonight
I wish I could rewind time
Take back the time I spent with you
Make you my focus
The centre of my world
You already are but I wish I could have shown you
Wish I could give you as much happiness as you give me
I want to tell you how I'm feeling
Yet I don't know how
You'll never read this
Well at least I hope you won't
So I guess the only way is an apology
and that'll have to wait until tomorrow
I can't wait that long
I need you now to stop this pain
I want to be holding you in my arms
Want your body next to mine
but yet again I've let you down
I'll have to live with this pain until we next talk
I miss you already
and I love you so
I'm sorry I let you down
