What'd I do?

God what did i do
to deserve this fate
I'm told that you'll help
with this undecided hate

i thought you only did good
but how is this right
maybe this is in satins hand
i just want a bit of your might

so we all have a guardian angle
at least thats what they say
you give them the power to help us
then why do i cry to this day

i don't know what to think
maybe it's a lesson
if so what of
is it tough under your direction?

is it necessary?
to live in this misery?
i don't want to sin
but is this necessary?

to test my faith
in my self and you
my mind is racing
i don't know what to do

so I'm signing this letter
as hope for forgiveness
now my death has come
by a knife at my neck