Prayer #1

Dear lord,
why does love hurt so much? I'm n love if you didn't know... n why does it hurt so much? when i see him with some other chick i just break down n cry! why do i do this? when i see him n hes with his friends n he doesn't say anything to me... i break down n cry.... when i find out other girls like him i get pissed off n cry! why does this hurt so back lord! why me why! why do i have to be the one in love with him why cant he be the one in love with me! then maybe hell see wat I'm going through. he must not know how much I'm n love with him! i mean i know love is a big thing but i really love this kid. I'm so much n love with him that i would Merrie him no wait i am going to Merrie him. lord please help this love to stop hurting so bad! help me... and maybe one day hell find out that i am n love with him....