Elements of me

In this fire
I am sinking
To the darkest depth of the flames
I can’t feel the fire against my skin
But I can’t see through these flames
I’ve placed myself in this furnace
And I locked the door from the inside

I have been drifting for long
I don’t know how to stand still
In this ocean I have drowned
And I like it here
Because I have drifted for so long
That I don’t want to come back
And I’m not ready to come home

I’ve move in with the wind
It always takes me to a new place
Something different to see everyday
And I don’t have to be reminded of the things at home
I can flow with the wind and never look back
And I will never die alone
I have the wind with me that always come along

I’m six feet under
With my mother
The mother that gave birth to us all
I get to reunite with her
My loving Earth
I get to be one with you again
I put myself here
And this is where I want to be
Just me and my maker

Here I am alone
With my heart
Something that I wish I could rip out
Thinking about the things it told me to do
And remembering the things I didn’t do
Here I am alone in my room
Just me and my heart
Reminding me I’m still here