In my classroom
Tears filling my eyes
I'm getting so sick and tired
Of wearing a disguise
I'm sick of pretending
That every things okay
I'm sick of my fake smile
That I wear every day
The tears come every night
Because I know I'm not going to be okay
I'm so sick of pretending
I have nothing to say
I pretend I am strong
And able to take it
But I'm telling you now
I'm not going to make it
My feelings are so hurt
The pain is too much
I'm about to snap
I'm losing my touch
I use to be good at acting
But the truth is starting to show
I'm sick of being "happy"
I just want the world to know
I do hurt
A lot more than you'd think
Thats the real reasons
I'm seeing a shrink
Life is so unfair
I just want to die
But instead I'm in class smiling
Pretending to be okay
