dear Melissa,
your my best friend. you've been there through think and thin. whenever something would go wrong you were always there to
comfort me and make me feel as though someone really did care. Sometimes i say your more like a sister but are you really?
sisters fight and have to be with each other. but friends choose to be there and no matter what the case is we can work
through it and at the end still be friends.You've allowed me to see things Ive never seen before. you've allowed me to dig
deep inside and see whats really important to me. When you first moved here my life was a complete mess. You would call and
i would be crying thinking to myself. Why now has God sent me this angel from above? But i realized you life wasn't perfect
either. we've told each other things we've never told anyone. when i would go to fall you would catch me before a felt that
piercing sensation all over my body. When i would shed a tear you were always there to wipe the fist and stop the last. You
would allow my pain to heal when everyone else could not see the pain inside. They would say th things and i would hold it in
just laugh and hide my feelings. But at the end of the day i would cry myself to sleep, broken and torn inside. I would feel
as though a knife was slowly piercing my heart. Everyday someone would push it further in. I could never find my way or find
my faith. i would run away and never come home. Just run away, fly and be free. You would grab my hand and let me know
everything was okay. I didn't know how but i slowly would let you in. i told you my secrets i shared with you all my fears.
You eventually pulled the knife out and closed the wound. I realized that i finally had someone. But everyday i would wounder
when it would end. For a was taught and i learned from everyone around me the good things ends, happiness fades, glory. .
there is no such thing and love. Love was a pigment of my imagination. I hid that inside and tried to enjoy a friend id never
had. i was finally enjoying life and feeling what it was like to have someone that cared. But i was soon to understand that
you were no angel. Your life was not perfect. Yours was so complicated and different. I had always thought mine was bad but
it was nothing compared to the way you had things.and to this day i think of what its really like to live your life. i just
don't understand how you do it. i complain about the stupidest things but when i remember seeing you cry and hearing those sad
stories i see that i have a good life.the words you say touched my heart.i couldn't believe how terrible things really could
be. you showed me that theres more to life then the tears and arguments. you showed me happiness and allowed me to know
theres people who have it so much worse than i do. you showed that bad things happen but in the end theres a reason for
everything.Melissa, you are my best friend, through thick and thin. No matter how bad it seems you allow me to see the the
light.you show me theres more to life you show me theres happiness you show me that the world is a wonderful but obscene
place. you show me that there will always be someone there, no matter what. your my best friend my sister. i would cut myself
just to mix our blood. i love you Melissa, your always there. you have no idea how much you mean to me. without you my life
would. .. you know i try to think about what it would be like and i cant handle it it makes me wanna brake down and cry.
your the one who's always there.some how i hope i can repay you or help you understand how much you truly mean to me.
i love you Melissa, i hope you have a very merry Christmas.
