XXx 1st xmas wivout u ! xXx

It's been a couple of months
since you left me behind
Christmas is very near
cheer and laughter i do not find

a couple of years back now
at Christmas time
i never imagined you'd be gone
a few years down the line

Christmas this year will be nothing like before
it feels like I'm behind a closed door
theres not a day this goes by
that i don't break down and cry

i will shred a million tears today
not just sad but happy ones too
i don't want no gifts or cards
all i want for Christmas is you !!!